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Firehouse Neckbrace by Josh Spilker


                Josh Spilker distributes chapbooks and critiques music. These are two of my favorite things. I’m glad to see I’m not the only one who feels music and poetry are compatible forms. While he appears to focus more heavily on literature now (also reviewing books at Impose Magazine) I can’t help but to feel a certain sense of a kindred spirit with him. Music reviewing is extremely difficult work as there are literally thousands of references to make, with roughly 8 of those being something most people would understand. I figure that’s why he focuses more on literature than anything else. Besides merely distributing work he creates his own. “Firehouse Neckbrace” is release 2.5 from Deckfight Press. 

                “Firehouse Neckbrace” reminds me of the quiet, disturbed nature of the suburbs. Growing up in the suburbs you don’t realize how strange it is. You see cars pass by on an infrequent basis most of the time. People on the sidewalks don’t have the same warm feeling they do in cities. Instead of thinking “How nice all these people on the sidewalks. Glad they are enjoying the nice day.” you grow paranoid about why they aren’t in cars. No rhythm exists in the suburbs. Cities have a natural rhythm to them. Suburbs feel artificial because they are. Suburbs were created for the sole purpose of escape making a false reality with a fake history about a rich developer who tore apart virgin land to make cookie-cutter homes with enough variation to make people feel like individuals. 

                I feel that needs to be said before getting into Josh’s work. For all of “Firehouse Neckbrace” gives me the impression of a creepy place where nobody bothers learning about each other. Rather you have a cast of characters who don’t seem to sync up or interact with each other properly. Every few pages you return to that desolate picture of a burned-out house. Occasionally larger fonts barge through almost shouting at you. The larger fonts appear to be flarf or flarf-like and break up the story with random interjections.  Dialogue is extremely, almost painfully realistic. Really I’m not certain exactly how to classify this as but I lean towards a short story or a particularly long-form poem. 

                A few character are introduced in refreshing slow way. Josh paces the story properly. I’m a sloth so pacing is pretty important to me. Sometimes I read stories where too many characters are shown to me at once. This can lead to confusion.  Having this pace makes it possible for me to care about these characters. Eventually the chapbook becomes more and more surreal (or real). Lines become blurred between what is occurring and what they are thinking. It’s an interesting mix and since the characters are made for us to understand them makes the experiment feel worth it. 

                Suburbs prove to be the main character in it at least for me. I enjoyed Josh’s description of the community right down to its shopping habits and various zones of control. Despite growing up in suburbs and reading probably an unhealthy amount of fiction and non-fiction about them, I haven’t seen them portrayed this way before. This is the way I talk about them, the way I feel about them and the way I felt living in them. I’m glad Josh Spilker literally captured suburban life for me so accurately and vividly, adorned only with the starkest of facts.

Tree Belly-Button


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Autumn brings out the reflective side of me.  I think about looking at things from different perspectives. By now I try to think about whether or not the year went according to whatever plan I set up for myself. There are multiple lists I think of creating to try and improve upon this year. One of them is obviously a “best-of” music list, but I have various promises to keep, like avoiding coffee, chewing gum, and usually trying to read more, though I tend to get through a book or two. I’m a slow reader.

Today I went walking around a favorite spot and noticed something I hadn’t seen before. A tree’s limbs looked as if they were flailing about in the wind. “Whoa, that is a cool Halloween tree” I thought to myself. “Shame I didn’t see this before the holiday.”

What came next was the fact it had a little belly button. Here was all this spookiness surrounding it was a bit of sweetness. It looked like it had a belly button, an innie specifically (sorry outies). Apparently this is called a tree hollow, where animals live and breed and hang out in general.

I approached the tree with no worry, since it is a tree and offers little resistance. As I looked into the hollow, I immediately thought of this book I read as a kid. It wasn’t one of those books I exactly thought was a page turner, since my school did assign it, but it had a premise of a young child ignored at home. Instead of like doing the reasonable thing and talking to his parents he moved out of the city to live in the wild.

The wild mentioned a hollow which he was able to live throughout the year. As a kid I thought that was extremely short-sighted of him. Mostly the book served as a warning to small children about not running off into the wild because it is too hard. A particular section talked about how he couldn’t find a bucket to store water. He exclaimed how at home he never needed to worry about these sorts of things. Eventually he goes back home to resolve things.

Kids were supposed to take home the message that you should be mature in your interactions with adults. But I hate buckets. I thought the message they were trying to convey was to stay in your place. I didn’t like that message it felt completely unambitious. As a protest against this dreadful attempt at propaganda, I made a stand. When the kids were supposed to build these little log cabins out of folding paper a certain way, I did. But I decided I wanted a bigger house than a simple cabin, like that felt impoverished. 

So I decided to come up with a new design. Using the paper I brought it together into a regal manor. Apparently we were all supposed to be pioneers moving west. My argument was that I was intelligent enough to figure out how to build something that wasn’t just a bunch of stupid logs tied together. That my pioneering ancestors would’ve been capable of constructing at the very least a 2-story 5 bedroom, 3 bath house. 

This came around the same time that I began to appreciate the city and the countryside. Around this time I wondered why the suburbs were even built. Suburbs felt like a lame compromise between the city and countryside. In the countryside you could apparently live in trees, so that appealed to a child with no steady source of income. Around this time I began reading about various members of society who lived in cities for free, like squatters. So either place offered me more freedom than the meticulously well-landscaped area I had to call home.

All of this came rushing to me as I stared at the tree’s belly button.